The Black Screen

I stared into my black screen
There were so much colors for a long time
But tonight it faded into the dark
And I can't come out right now

I understand what it's like to be on the pedestal
But now I have fallen
And the red has drifted away
This fruit rolled off and now it's lost

It rolled down the mountain
After climbing so high
Why is it so hard to get back up?
I didn't want to look at it

When I see it,
I think back how naive I was
That stupid, happy, smiling face
I don't want to see it

No reflection
No face staring back
It always seemed easier
But I can't see light

When the light shines
It becomes a prism and shows a beautiful light
But there are days
Where it needs to be shut off

It is blinding
My eyes cannot take it
I can't see what's beyond
This empty void

I need to take care of it
I need to pick up the fruit once again
It's so far away
But for now, I can't light it up

I wished you could see it
I wished you could see what's beyond
Please lift me back up
Please put me back

On the pedestal.